It is paradoxical that many BLs who have found the boylove support systems on the web have turned away from God. Before I found the BL support groups on the web I didn't know anything about Christianity other than that it wasn't something that I was part of. I wasn't "one of them", whoever "them" was.
When I found the BL sites, I saw their newfound freedom being assulted by so called Christians who proclaimed that all boylovers were child molesters and would burn in hell. These Christians made it EASY to hate and reject them as holier than thou bible thumpers. The problem is that boylovers presumed that this was what Christians were about and therefore should be discounted and ignored. What was missed is the fact that a true Christian would never turn away someone who most needs God in their life. But this was not to pass on boychat.
To be fair, I cannot attribute any of my own building of faith to the web or to boylovers except that it WAS a boylover who pointed out to me that the twins might be the vessel through which God was calling me. After all, I had WORSHIPPED these two boys for over a year as the most physically incredible boys I had ever met. Couple that with the fact that there were TWO of them at once, with the fact that they were on my team, with the fact that their parents were caring enough as Christians to invite me to church one day....it started to make some sense to me.
Jesus would have eaten with boylovers, and he would have changed many to become powerful disciples.
You are not alone.