Hi Don, Welcome to CBF. It's always great to meet someone new. :) I think that one of the great challenges we have in our walk with Christ is accepting and controlling our dark side. Everyone has hidden things about them that they feel guilty for. At the same time that something is super, good, life-giving it also has the dark, mysterious unknown. It's wonderful that you have discovered your gift for working with youth. And I think that it's important that you realize it has a darker side, one which you want to be aware of and monitor. As Ben would say, "You are not alone". Welcome to the family. Peace of Christ, Bach |