i am tired of hiding...
Submitted by scott on April 25 1999 at 23:16:49
In reply to Re: for a friend in need... Submitted by Oliver on April 22 1999 at 01:00:59
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the fact that i love boys (and that some of them even love me back). i quit holding it inside. the way i figure it, God has given me this wonderful love to share. if i keep it in, it is going to waste. therefore, i will embrace it, follow that love wherever it (and He i.e. the LOrd) takes me, and i will let it be seen for what it is. i do not think that it is too close too fast. sure, he is gone, but he did not expect me to be around forever anyway. he had a good time, and we parted on good terms. i still love him, and he will always have a special place in my heart. the question is, do you believe in love at first sight? i do... and every once in a while it happens. BTW, this is not physical lust i am talking about, but pure, unadulterated, love. i do not know why, or why this boy in particular. it is enough for me just to love him, and to remember him. so he is gone, and i will never see him again in this life? so what. he will be upstairs someday, and when i see him again, i will throw my arms open wide, and give him the huge hug i wish i could have given him last friday. BTW, as the teachers were packing up the kids and leaving, several of them came over and commented as to how i obviously loved my job, and loved kids, and they expressed their appreciation for that. so, slowly, i am learning to express my love in a godly and caring and specail way. I am truly blessed!!!! let every one see what He has given us to share!!!!!! scott |