Josh - Sorry to have caught your post so late. Please see my post above "Reversal". I agree completely with you that the only way to change your habits are with God. Jesus said, "...with man this is not possible but with God, all things are possible..." God really can change your life but it isn't easy and God isn't going to do it just because you believe he can. First you have to make a committment to follow God and to put your life into his hands. If you are willing to give up anything to follow God, to pray daily and to try to walk as Jesus did, then God will be there for you. If you want to talk further I would be happy to do it either here or by email. Stay faithful that God will work in your life... You are not alone. Ben |