I understand your feelings. I have had similar feelings, and find them hard to control. I have urges, but that is from years of giving into what my flesh wanted (not physically, but mentally; both are sins). Looking and lusting has become a stronghold-sin in my life. I have never told anyone about my desires, but I know I can overcome them, not by myself, but through God's help, because I "can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me." If anyone has any encouraging words for me, I would appreciate them, and your prayers. |