Hi GRA, Welcome to CBF. Being a BLer and a Christian isn't easy. To have a faith big enough, and love great enough, to accept ourselves and our Christian brothers and sisters takes perseverence and patience. Does God have a purpose for our lives as boylovers? I think so. And many here have testimony of how they have impacted the lives of boys in very positive ways. Jesus asks us to love one another... I believe that we can do that by showing our love for boys in constructive ways. I too have had many dark days, not feeling loved and cared for. But God loves us all, we are all created in His image, and He will set us free in spite of the things that separate us from our brothers and sisters. Peace of Christ, Bach |