Re: Depiction of love.....?
Submitted by Some guy in the NW (aka Jesus lover) on August 05 1999 at 05:42:18
In reply to Re: Depiction of love.....? Submitted by Oliver on August 04 1999 at 22:53:27
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Thanks for your comments. I do appreciate them. I suppose that my reaction was wrong and I did kinda freak out. Of course I failed to mention that feisty was going a bit overboard I thought. Sure he was Eskimo kissing me, which I thought was no big deal, however he was also trying to 'slip the tongue'... I was suprised that he would be doing this, and I always stopped whenever I thought he was being a little bit too affectionate. I told him to stop, and that I felt uncomfortable with most of what he was doing but he said 'you will get used to it'. When I told his dad (and I only told his dad that feisty was kissing me on the lips and was also trying to kiss me 'all over' and was also trying to give me hickeys and that feisty had repeatedly asked me to bathe and shower with him), his dad was a little bit understanding of where I was coming from, and told feisty that No one could shower with him except for family or kids his age (that was the first relief). Papa then told feisty to stop kissing me 'all over' and on the lips for now, since I had never experienced such a level of affection and sincere love. When feisty asked his dad if he or I were gay because of our behavior and his dad said no, not at all. His dad also told fiesty that only direct family members and his same age friends could sleep with him (I and some other guys had slept with feisty on occasion at feisty's request). Feisty was really disappointed with this news, and I was relieved (in part). I was uncomfortable with almost all of what feisty was requesting of me, but I don't think I have a problem with the Eskimo kissing or lip kissing much any more, but I am going to wait until I am done with my deliverance sessions before I go start kissing feisty again (about 3 more months. One other thing, Feisty's papa told him that feisty and I could not go ou roller skating or ice skating alone and that he (papa) would have/want to go with us, feisty was REALLY disappointed with this, but I told him it was no problem. He then told me he just wanted to do something by ourselves. I told him it was no problem for 'Papa' to come with us(we never went,yet). I spoke with 'Papa' a day after, and he told me he was concerned not much about the affection issue but that I had been physically aggressive with all his sones and had hurt them, so he wanted to observe me a little bit more to see whether it was an issue of concern or if I had worked past this issue. Once again I look forward to dealing with htis issue in deliverance from angery spirits in my life. Gotta sleep, later all! SGitNW One question: Where in the bible does it mention the relationship that you mention with David and Jonathan, and Jesus and his disciples? What book Chapter:Verse? Please share your comments |