Hi Ben, God has certainly blessed you greatly! He probably sees the same thing I can see in you, you would prbably be a wonderful husband and father! You have a lot of love and patience with kids and of course you now have the Lord in your life too. I know you must be a little frightened at the prospect of this and maybe just a little overwelmed as well. I hope what I have to say will help you. Just remember this, if this is definately of God, then nothing and noone will be able to stop it or harm it in any real way. If it is not something God wants for you right now, then I'm certain you will know eventually. Either way, I'm sure God (who is always with you) will keep you safe and sane and will show you what you will need to do. God bless you, Ben, I'll be praying for you. Your brother in Christ, Chris |