Hello Rylan and welcome. I know how you are feeling, I think we all know. I don't have all the answers to your questions, still working on answers myself about certain things with religion and BL. I just wanted to say that you are welcome here to ask anything and nobody will condem you. I am sure you will get a lot of responses to your post. So i will let the others here give you their advice and help, they are more capable than me. Again welcome and i hope you find what you are looking for. Love, Nash |