Re: Right On!!
Submitted by Hi Ben on September 12 1999 at 20:40:48
In reply to Re: Hello. Submitted by Ben on September 10 1999 at 23:24:30
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Hi Ben, I'm sorry it took me so long to reply to your post. I'm sorry for myself, actually (because I know I'm not actually expected to nessisarily reply), because I love what you just said and some of the conclusions you have made. Ben,Iam also much more of a voyer than anything else. I like to look and masturbate more than try anything with an actual boy. However, I, like you, have suffered a lot from guilt because of this. And, like you, I have found that my actual thougts CAN be controled so that I am not just consumed wit lust for hours after seeing a particularly beautiful boy. Although I cannot control my innitial thoughts from "popping" into my head, I can and do control how long I think that way. In other words, I don't let myself dwell on the thought for very long at all, mostly because of my love for the Lord and for the boy too. Thank you for everything you have just posted. I, too, have found that my thoughts have become much easier to control and I have come a long way in how I act and react. God bless (and I am praying for you in regards to your hopeful relationship with this lady you have been writting about. It is possable to do what you are hoping to do, I have "met" several boylovers who have done this via e-mail corespondance.) Your friend and broter in Christ, Chris |