Hi Rab, I have to make this short or I'll be late for work but I had to write something. You are in the right place, brother. And you are very welcome here. God must have brought you here, just like He did the rest of us I think. You are one of His children as well as being one of us. You are a VERY worthwhile and good Christian person who struggles with the same thing we do. But praise God we do have each other. I, too, tried to drink God out of my life and mind but, like you, couldn't do it. God never leaves one of His own behind. Please keep coming back here so we can all learn from you and you from us. Your Brother in Christ's Love, Chris |