Hi Scott, Oh boy! You know, I think I would love your job but I know that I would run into that very same dilema. Scott, I wish I had a simple, easy answer for you but the truth is that I don't. It would seem that you have the very greatest job any boylover could ever ask for (heaven), but the problems it must cause for you (hell?) are terrible. I guess if it were me in that situation, I would definatly ask God for wisdom concerning it. He said that He would give us wisdom if we ask. And I think I would maybe find a quiet spot where you work to duck into when you feel the need to get away from all the distractions for a few minuts at least. Scott, you are going to have sexual thoughts about boys, no matter what you do. I guess it is one of the "hazzards" of having a job like that. Try asking God for wisdom and direction concerning your job, then patiantly wait for His answer...because it will be there for you. I believe that God will always answer a prayer like this, but He might take a little time to answer. Don't get discouraged but trudge on, my friend, your answer may be just around the corner. Your friend, Chris |