Thanks for being understanding. I know my wording was pretty bad. I know myself and other boylovers dont want simply to "stick our dicks" into boys. It was just my frustration with my dilema coming out. And, I guess, also the voice of my quirky reasoning. But I wanted to go with it and be spontanious in the post. I cant help but try to sort everything out. I guess the only time Im not meditating on the meaning of life is when Im around boys! And latly those times are anything but often. Actually, Ive had lots of boyfriends (mutual of course) but a few years ago I decided to start dating a 30 yr. old and I definatly can attest to the fact that boylove and homosexuality have very little in common. Still, it's nice to have someone around to talk to about everything. In addition to being a Christian he also knows about my love for boys. I keep a picture of him on my computer. He was around 11 when it was taken. Such a cutie! My lil' cherub! Anyway, Im rambling... See ya later..
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