Mighty fine posting Ben. It seems that we may be onto something! Why shouldnt we feel that our attractions are a blessing? Maybe God HAS chosen us to be the protectors of the boys we come in contact with. I was trying to think about a world without boylovers tonight and how many boys would be affected by that. Imagine it. Whether the boy knows or not that you sneak glances at his butt is irrelevant when you consider how much happier he is to have someone who treats him the way we do. Our boys have someone who realizes how special they are. Someone who would willingly die defending them. Someone whos primary concern is the happiness of a lonely (or not so lonely) boy. This cant be a curse! I DO FEEL SPECIAL! I DO FEEL CHOSEN! I DO FEEL THAT GOD WANTS ME TO BE A BOYLOVER! Nobody can do the things that we do with such conviction! I know in my heart that it is man that is against us, not God! And definatly not our boys! So ironic that we are in fact the protector of boys and not the ones they need protection from. As you stated, I am on the fringe of society indeed, but from the edge I can spot that troubled boy sooner than if I was part of the crowd. So maybe the fringe is where we are supposed to be. Maybe its a sort of angelic position we have. Swooping down from the edge of the cliffs and placing our boys high on the mountain tops. WE ARE WHAT WE WERE INTENDED TO BE! WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES! BLues |