I read this post and my first thought was that this guy must have thought that God had led you to him in a time of need (second thought, he was thinking who is this crazy guy? :) In a way, you were "playing God". That's not a bad thing. Sometimes the only miracles we have in life are those we make for ourselves...and for others. I know. I've done it myself often enough. Feels good, doesn't it? Knowing that you will probably never see the kid that you brought so much joy to...and, in a way, not really even caring. Love |