I'm sick of it...all of it!
Submitted by Chris on November 29 1999 at 05:33:53
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Hi everyone, I'm sorry that I feel I have to write something like this, but I've had this headache all week-end and I just can't stand it anymore. In fact, I can't stand anything going on in my stupid life right now. I'm sorry I am writing and complaining in here but I can't take this pain every single day. I think it's driving me nuts or something. It's not just the headaches, although tthey are bad enough. I don't really think I've ever had so MANY things go painfully bad in my life at one time, like now. I'm loosing my house and have to move, probably out of state the way it looks, because that may be the only way I will be able to afford a place to live and still eat. I had to claim bankrupsy, so my credit is gone for years. My brother, whom I live with, is about crazy I think. I have tried to get him to see a doctor, but he keeps putting it off. I just keep turning everything over to the Lord, but it just all seems to keep getting worse all the time. I'm tired, man, really tired. I'm sorry about writing like this. I wish I could wite something a little more up-lifting, but I don't really feel very up-lifted right now. It's funny what physical pain will do to a person's thinking. I just wish I could get some relief from these damn headaches. I can't even take the over the counter crap anymore because it dosen't work anymore. And the stupid doctor isn't helping. Man, if anyone could spare some prayer right now, I think I need it really bad. I have to go to work right now, but I don't know how I'm going to make it through the day. Love, Chris |