nothing much just sitting here
Submitted by Faith Elliston on December 09 1999 at 00:01:08
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and I was thinking about life. The end of the year is coming soon and that is exciting to me. But what has been on my mind alot lately is that story of the young Racheal at Columbine, has anyone here heard the story about this girls journal? She was very close to the Lord and knew that that was her last year on earth. Sometimes I feel so ashamed b/c I know I've not done my duty as a Christian, I've maybe not witnessed in certain ways that I could've to someone, or it could be just a day that seemed to go bad with me and my kids. I feel like I'm stuck in a rut somehow. I haven't been able to write in my journal for sometime now and I don't understand why, I know my physical health is partly to blame but not entirely.I just don't understand how it is I can go from that, writing every day and reading every day to just praying every day?? Really bothers me. any way just thought I'd vent some, hope you all don't mind, I appreciate you guys putting up with me. I'm gonna run now. Hope everyone has a good night, God Bless you all Faith |