Not just a rough night, a couple of rough days.
Submitted by KPK on December 20 1999 at 12:27:48
In reply to rough night, eh? Submitted by Bach on December 20 1999 at 08:30:25
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Hi Bach, Well, I had a couple of rough days recently, not only that... Maybe for last two rough months. I am dealing with a lot of my own personal problems and plus having real hard time in dealing with my own mom who is... Not quite right in her mind and doesn't look good, especially when with her drinking too much wine. I was thinking about calling 911 on her then put her in a psych ward. Privately, I hate this Xmas because it seem like every time it come up at end of every year then things just goes sh*t on me with mom. It lasted for last few recent years. Not something for me to feel good about to celebrate with, despite the fact I try to wish everybody Happy Holiday and hid my private garbages from them. So not to sour everybody's season moods. You say: "I like to think of the New Year as a postive possibility for opportunity. What will God have in store for us this coming year?" Well, want to know what I think? The Rapture better HURRY UP and that's a real opportunity up there much better than anything here with my own life AS IS! I am sick of it, and I am ALL READY to go anytime now! "Love exists. Look around you, surely it can be found." I dunno, maybe I am totally blind. I just think it does exist up there much better than down here. Thanks for your hugs anyway. Actually, I need a lot more prayers than that personally. KPK |