I really want one bad too. Sometimes it really aches. And I've never even had a YF. I go back and forth. Sometimes I think I should not make it a goal, because then it becomes sort of idolatry--more important than loving and following Jesus. Other times I think, no one accuses a straight man who wants a girl-friend of idolatry. I will try to be patient and wait, but also be open to opportunities to befriend boys. Mark |