I have been posting here for a little while now, but didn't these last two weeks. That's because I started falling back into my old habits again... I think things are going to be ok now, but don't know for how long. When noone knows or asks how you're coping, it's so much harder to be disciplined. I need someone who kinda checks up on me from time see how I'm doing. Ideally I would ask someone close to me in real life, but I'm not able to tell anyone besides you guys what I'm struggling with. That's why I'm asking if one of you would be prepared to be my social pressure via e-mail now and again... Lots of love, zip |