Hi Zip, I might do this for you, if you think I might be suitable. Here's a bit about me if it helps. I'm early thirties, English and live in England, and of course BL, and struggled/struggling with the same issues as many here. Oh, and I'm studying theology at the moment, but don't let that put you off! Send me an email if you like at jm_uk@goplay.com and let's see how we get on. With love, Jules |