News of my YF
Submitted by Forgiven on February 24 2000 at 16:48:07
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Part of a recent email from my YF - for those who haven't picked up the drift, he's 19, straight, aware of my past and away at college :=( though in some ways we communicate more deeply by email! Do please pray that he will indeed respond to the call of God in his life! "After reading your thelogical message is surprising but not entirley as i have had the same thoughts my self his week. I seem some how drawn towards accepting it all whole heartedly feeling as that is what is missing and will allow me to realse a lot of what is inside but there is so much which i want to keep hold of but know i will have to give up if i follow that path. I feel for the first ime that there is something genuine in it all but am very unsure. i am just realising some of my thoughts and feelings so though support is nice please don't become evangelical on me i have to knock myself no-one else can and you are probably inside already and hough while having dinner you could say isn't that the door i swear i heard someone knocking it has to be me. (hope u understand the metaphor your vagueness is rubing off on me.)" |