Steve, Same issues here, brother! Good times and bad times. Times I think I'm in control, and times I know I'm not. It's all to remind us to depend on the Lord for everything. The Lord is making us more like him, and all the more so the more we cooperate, but we never get there completely. It reminds us to hope for what comes afterwards. Our experience is always one of "now but not yet". Thanks for your email by the way. Keep in touch! With love, Jules |