Hi Scott, that must hurt a lot. But keep some perspective on what's happened. Your GF's upset (and rightly so ;)) about you getting drunk, and the drugs and stuff. But you don't have to be a boylover to get caught up in drugs and drinking. The BL thing is something tough for her to figure out, but from what you wrote it sounded like she had to push you away finally because you got drunk on her and did all that crap. Anyway, I figure it's a good sign all the same that you feel the pain, and feel her pain. It's when you don't feel pain you know you're dead. You're dead yet Scott! Keep taking part in Life! Fod |