I can relate. I had someone that took advantage of me when I was about 10 years old. I had a childhood relationship with someone in the neighborhood that lasted for nearly two years. After that he moved away. A long way away. I felt like my world had ended. I always tried to recreate the situation with other kids in the neighborhood but failed. Even up til now I still struggle with the thought life. I am now 33 years old and have not since I was 10 had physical contact with another boy in that way. If you want to talk sometime about thoughts and feelings, I am open. If you wish to contact me by email, my email address is listed. |