I have read a bit on CBLF and I've come accross the statement, CBLF is (if you will) like AA. And It is a place for people to learn how to cope with BF. Well, How does one cope? I mean, I think what's up with me is that I have feelings of a BL, but I desire to have a wife and kids. So I don't know. I don't want a wife only for kids, but as a lifetime partner where my spiritual life can be furthered as well as my physical life. So I'm just a confused individual. I'm 18 so I guess I'm on the boarder. But I just love spending time with boys. And unfortuneately feel an attraction to them sometimes. Sincerely, Chris |