That God has me made the way I am, BL feelings included. Is this a blessing or a curse? Well I don't really thik it's either of those things... It just is. Some are attracted to woman, some to men, some to boys... so be it. The problem isn't the attraction in itself, but how you deal with it and with temptation. Whenever we feel these urges to go further than we should, that's Satan attacking us. Is there a reason why we are BL's? Good question, I really don't know... I do believe that God has sonton in mind for everyone of us to do. Some task that we BLs are good at doing... Maybe it's doing youthwork, helping kids and stuff, maybe it's sonton else... "When you are sitting by the campfire ... is this the path of sin and temptation or are you blessed by God with the ability to be a positive part in this boys life?" Well it depends on what you are thinking of and what your intentions are doesn't it? If your just happy that you can help this kid and enjoy their presence, then you are blessed. If you are happy 'cause you've got so far allready and you are thinking of what and how you could do next to get further, then it's the path of sin. God bless, -zip- btw: it's nice seeing you hear again Pendragon... |