Well I Had 3 siblings, 2 older bro and a yngr sister. but my dad did die when i was 12. but i seem to recall longing for yngr male affectiion before that. i dunno. i have been always will be a loner. im terrible at making friends with my peers. Awful at it. Younger im good at, older im good at..but cant maintain an equal friendship with someone my age. oh well -a Tempest of a childhood- |