I'm Proud To Be What I Am!!!
Submitted by Chris on July 05 2000 16:33:38
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Hi Everybody, First of all I would like to tell you folks just how wonderfull it is to be back here. I was so down when I couldn't come here to visit every day. And even though my time is limited, I hope to visit as often as I can. I truly love all of you (and I don't get sick of saying so, either...), and being away from you folks was like being away from a wonderful and close family...rather sad, not much fun. I was fortunate enough to be present at the second confrance (held earlier this year). It was GREAT!!! I have never in my life felt so at ease and at home with anyone, let alone a group of people. We ALL need to experience this, brothers and sisters, big time. I'll tell you what, it was enough to pull me out of a really serious depression. Praise God!!! Anyway, I have been thinking about things for a while now, and I just thought I might share my thoughts with everyone. I have been thinking about how I feel about being a Boylover. You know, I used to just hate it, being so differant from everyone else (or so I thought), and just knowing how much the world hates and dispises us (me). I tried so hard to change, and when I found that I could not change, I grew depressed and felt really horrible about myself. Anyway, I'm running out of time, but my stand now is quite different. I do not think I would want to actually be anything OTHER than what I am (unless it is God's Will, of course). I honestly hope God does NOT decide to change my orientation any time soon. And it is because I feel so lovingly close to God now BECAUSE of this thing about myself. I feel as though I can be of the GREATEST use to my Father right where I'm at!!! I have to go for now, but God Bless You ALL...I shall return!!! Love, Chris |
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