I've been looking through issues like schizophrenia, but I feel like it doesn't help. It just makes me feel more sick and less in control. I feel like I fall underneath all of the standards for schizophrenia, but I feel like I'm being influenced by the symptoms they describe to me. I feel like this is one of those sickness by suggestion type deals, but then again, I've had these symptoms for months before the word schizophrenia was tossed at me.