it seems I'm going through the worst nightmare imaginable and i need to make the 'right' decisions, but everything is blurred and upside-down. i'm not really sure what's right or wrong in this situation anymore or what i should do.

so i suppose now that my logical mind has sort of reached a point where it can't really help me i'm just praying and hoping God will 'tell me what to do'.

maybe you guys can add me to your prayer list?