This is something I find very interesting. I always ask myself how I'm supposed to go about witnessing to a non-christian that seems extremely happy and doing fine.

I guess, for me, the difference is that.. well, for example:

I've been feeling really frustrated lately about a couple of different things. Of course those things are pretty much all related to being a BL. Today a couple of things just kept egging on the frustrations and I didn't have anyone to turn to. In that situation, there are lots of things I could do, and a lot of the time, I just suppress the feelings. But instead of doing that, I turned to the gifts God gave me. I picked up my guitar and started playing and singing through some worship songs. I assure you that nothing makes me feel more at peace, more fulfilled, and more relieved from frustrations than just praising my God, i.e., giving up all my cares, my worries, and my frustrations to Him.

I don't know what I would do if I didn't have Jesus to turn to when I feel so helpless and alone.