Today I was doing some thinking and I'm putting some serious consideration into joining the armed forces again. But this time I plan on doing it right, which means I could be gone up to three years at a time. Scotty wasn't too thrilled. He kept saying that I wasn't ready and maybe I could try for the reserves. But in the end I said "this is because you'll miss me" and he admited that to be true. He realizes that we complete eachother. And he would miss me so much. I'd miss him just as much, if not more. I think there is more to our story, and if I do decide to join the forces, I will find out the ending. I love him.