Christian BoyLove Forum #62174
I was molested and abused by society and its still going on, I wonder where I can report this incidence ?
I don't know if I am over reacting but I was abused by those people who indulge in fulfilling all their own emotional and sexual desires, yet they would try and deprive me of my most basic human rights. I was abused by all those police officers who are banging their girlfriends and wife's everyday, flirting with other girls, checking out women as they drive past and then going to strip club after work, but then jumping at the chance to ruin my life for simple glance at a boy after being suspected of being a pedophile. I was abused by hypocrites who are allowed to saturate themselves in love yet they would try and deny me a simple smile at a boy. The idea that whilst they allow themselves to feel such a vast and absolute indulgence in lust, sex and love they expect me to be restricted from love altogether because they were bred from a pure blood strain of Homo Sapien where as I'm from an alien species from the milky way called Boymolestus. The fact that even though I have never caused any harm or had any physical intimacy with a boy it would make no difference to those Homo Sapien idiots, just knowing the existence of my attraction is enough for them to treat me in a way they would never subject themselves to be treated. I haven't told those homosapiens yet because I don't know if their feeble minds can grasp this idea but we are as much human as any other average heterosexual or homosexual male species of their kind, we share the same ability to feel love and loneliness, and the need for companionship is as strong and identical as any felt by an average human, yet the restrictions imposed upon us whilst the freedom and encouragement shown towards a heterosexual person is worlds apart or maybe galaxy's. Whilst an average heterosexual male is allowed the ultimate indulgence by being encouraged to look at females, target one he likes, pursue her, befriend her, flirt with her, feel love, show signs of physical affection, express his love, have sex with her, marry her and still be allowed to look and admire other females...... We are given the ultimate reversal of that process by being restricted from all such display of love, emotion or sexuality. Of course I am not suggesting any sexual interaction but I should have every fucking right without feeling fear to look directly at a boy walking past me with his mum, smile to him, admire his beauty and even say to his mum what a cute and handsome lad he is openly without feeling such fear and paranoia. No amount of children abused, murdered or exploited is enough in my opinion to warrant such a mass scale mistreatment and discrimination towards every single human who has an attraction to youngsters. Fuck the worlds conspiracy zero tolerance all pedophiles are monsters bullshit fucking propaganda!! We are being discriminated against on a mass scale in a world where society often uproars soon as a human is mistreated in an inhumane way yet no one is doing a thing about our situation and were taking it lying down because of fear because those corrupt pigs have too much power to abuse us. I've fucking had enough !! Why the fuck should I have to feel fear for using my eyes or my heart? Where is the humanity and fairness in that ? I am against child abuse as much as any compassionate humane person but that is no excuse to wrongfully generalize, stereotype, mistreat, discriminate against me or deny me the use of my eyes, if I want to look at a picture, movie, video or a boy walking past me I should be able to do it without the slightest consequence because its my fucking eyes and its not fucking harming anyone because I know where to draw the fucking line unlike those pigs who are trying to ruin my life !! Why am I expected to be some emotionless robot whilst others are encouraged to exploit and flaunt their sexuality. I should be able to walk into any police station and say that "I love boys from afar" and walk out again without being questioned. I should be able to show friends, family, neighbors who show me pictures of a hot female or their dreamgirl on their phone a picture of a handsome boy on my phone. I should be able to tell my neighbors who ask whether I am still single that I am attracted to young boys and not be abused or feared for it. But instead I'm stuck in a bullshit world where I'm being abused everyday by the action of child molesters and then being discriminated and victimized by ignorant selfish morons sucking in every word from the corrupted media and law enforcement. Who's going to be accountable for the abuse pain and suffering I face everyday when it is society, the law and the child molesters are the ones that ruined my life, thank god for God for he is my judge and the absurd world is my defendant, those who have brought us a life of pain and misery with their their absurd double standards and twisted laws to discriminate against us are the true abusers. |