Loving boys ... I find... is so bittersweet.

On one hand we can have such a BRILLIANT time with them which you wish could never end and on the other hand it ends.

They have homes to go to at the end of the day and so do we.

Sigh.

On some nights... especially the ones where I know it may be up to a whole week before I see my YF again... the bitterness is so hard to swallow I ask myself if it's worth the pain. But then the next day comes and I reflect on what a marvelous few days we've just had together and well... frankly... it is the greatest feeling on earth.

Blessings
Cat.