Yeah, I never really introduced myself. Hi, I'm ShotaLover, AKA Jeróme. (Not my real name. Don't ask where the names came from, I don't really know, lol) I am 17 years old. I like to play video games, a nice dinner, long walks on the beach... lol, jk.

Alright, getting serious. I really do like video games, I plan to go into that field of work. Programming, developing, stuff like that. I am a nerd, lol. I also enjoy music, and I play Piano/Keys, Bass, and Drums. Trying to learn guitar, but that's probably gonna wait until Rock Band 3 comes out. lol

And now most serious: Backstory. Why I'm here. I'm not really sure when I started liking boys. I was saved when I was 6, lived with church all my life. Then when I was about 11, my "girlfriend" tried to have sex with me. (By the way, she was about 10 still, a month younger than me.) I didn't want to have sex at all. My mom walked in, and me being my timid little 11 year old self, I did my best to push her off my lap and run to mommy. I was so afraid I would get in trouble, but I didn't, thankfully. Not much happened for about 2 years.

When I was 13, I started looking at porn. Then about 6 months later, I found shota. (If you don't know what that is, please refer to en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shotacon ) So naturally, I started saying "Wow, do real boys do that?" I got an answer, and they shouldn't. (Or should they? My views on this specific subject are... Complicated, to say the least.)

Anyway, the events of my life have led to me being here now. I love boys. I hate the fact that I love boys. I love that I hate that I love boys. It's confusing. I wish I had the answers to life. But I've learned that only God has them, and if He wants to give them to me, all I have to do is ask and I will receive. I've been blessed with the gift of knowledge, thankfully.

BTW, If anyone remembers BLN, I was there under the same alias as I am here, albeit an ellipse at the end there. (Until they got closed down, almost made me cry...) OH! And if anything I say confuses you, it probably confuses me too, but you can feel free to ask me about it!