Thank you all for the advice, and for the time being at least, you're right Dakota,it is a small church and they have not directly acted out against me. But I think that's only because they don't know much about my sexuality. While I've never seen them interact with BL before, I have heard them speak thier thoughts on homosexuals and the majority of them believe to be bi-sexual is actually worse. They see it as simply being confused about youself and unwilling to come to reality. I do have ongoing issues with myself[thank you Eldad for laying those 4 topics out for me, it really is helpful to me(= ] but I know that I'm no longer confused about my sexuality. But I've been going to the same church for the majority of my life and have grown attatched to some of them. So many families have left them over the past couple years and while I was still regularly attending I could see the pain they felt having lost those families. This is why I am hesitant in altogether leaving the church. Perhaps I should fight back my fears and try to return. I never considered what I did to be abandoning them until Blackstone mentioned it. Anyway, again, thank you all for your advice, it is very helpful =)