In response to your first question: I am bisexual enough. I would enjoy the fact that my wife would love me enough to have sex, and I don't necessarily mind looking at a female body, it's just not what I'm completely attracted to.

For the second point: I don't plan to have them at the same time, silly boy. I want to have a friend. Simple as that. I want him to be there and be with me. I want him to accept me. I want him to love me. I want us to grow together into the men that God wants us to be. I want a friend that will always be there, and shares my desires. Those being:

1. God. No matter what, God will come first. He WILL come first, whether I want to make Him first or not. I will refuse to have anything less than God take the number 1 spot, because He's even worthy of so much more.

2. Boys. I will always have a love for boys. I can't help it. I just have/do/will. If I understood why I loved boys, I might change it. But I don't personally believe that it would be for the better to change it.

I was once told prophetically: "Don't go changing." In the same night, I was also told prophetically "Instead of changing, be refined as Gold." And "I have given you a "manly" love. A love for those that need it." (Don't ask why the word manly was used, I have no idea.) I put those together in this order.

(God speaking.)

"[Edited], your road will be a tough one. I have given you a "manly" love. A love like no other. Don't try to change that, it won't work. Oh, and I won't change it for you, because it's not according to my plan. Remember that all things work together for your good because you love Me, and you are called according to My purposes. Instead of changing, be refined. This means you will go through the fires. You will be put to your wit's end. You will want to die, but you won't. Remember that I love you, and go show that love to others."

Wow, I actually just wrote out my life's philosophy. And I'm dead tired. Yay! haha, that's pretty much all I have to say. I hope nothing's too unrelated or confusing, I tend to do that when I'm tired. Oh Well...

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