The first time, I didn't really read this post, because I didn't have time. Now, after reading it thoroughly, I have answers to post.

In regards to my romantic aspirations, I do enjoy being with boys. But it's complicated. I do have a YF at the moment, and he's just plain amazing. He's sweet, cute, and sexy all at the same time. And I love being around him. Just talking to him makes me smile. If that's what you could call romantic for a relationship with a 13 year old boy, then there you go.

I also plan to begin a courtship (Another word I hate...) with a girl soon, within a couple years. Don't know how that'll work out, but hey, I'm not supposed to know yet. lol but I do already love her, a lot like a sister. But, well... I don't really know how to describe it, and I'm tired. So I'll avoid that for now.

When it comes to sexually, I do think about boys most often. As in solely boys. I do like older (18-24) guys too, just not as much. I can like women, I just don't. I don't know why, I just don't.

And finally, specific guy or girl. Yeah. I have my girl, as I stated above. Then I have a guy that I like at church. He's a couple years younger than me, and he's really cute. Like, he's almost everything I would want in a boyfriend. Not entirely, of course, but pretty dang close. But I would never say anything about it to him (or anyone else in real life) because I don't... Well, I'm just not that type of person, I guess.

Oh, and of course, my YF.

And by the way, I don't feel like you were pressuring me into answering these questions, I just like answering them because it makes me talk them out, which actually helps me to understand things a whole lot better. I can actually think step by step, idea by idea. I like that.