I'm glad the question is whether or not the BL should trust himself around boys again. I think that would have to depend on the individual and his faith in God and how he personally felt about the situation as well as how truthful he can be with himself. I wouldn't be surprised if it were possible for such an individual to be able to trust himself around boys because all things are possible in Christ. I would imagine it would take a huge amount of honesty on the part of the Christian BL, though. And what I mean by that is that the BL would have to be very honest with himself and his feelings and be able to trust himself to do whatever he needs to do if the situation becomes too much for him to handle.