I perceive of myself as homosexual... but not as gay.

I am attracted to males and I'm a male... so that makes me homosexual.
To me a "gay" is a man who like's men and is pretty much out and living within the "gay community". I don't do that, so I don't see myself as gay.
This is my own personal perception, not a definition of the terms "homosexual" or "gay". I don't use either of these terms on myself.

I am confident that I will be with God after I die. I have this confidence based on the fact that I'm saved by what Jesus did/does for me, not what I do.

Blessings
Cat.