Hi Eldad,

I have felt like that for quite a while now but I'm not sure if it's real illness or not. Many years ago I took medicals in order to calm down but the problems I have now are different. My work is strenuous and I'm very tired when I come home, that could be one of the reasons why I feel like that. But on the other hand that job also helps me and I think that my problems would be even worse if I were unemployed.

Last summer I walked a lot after work and after a while I couldn't do without. At the moment I use an exercise bike I have at home every Sunday, I should try to do that a bit more.

Lifeline is a very good idea, I have also heared about that but never tried it. Of course my lonliness and my sexual orientation also make me suffer so that will be a good place to find comfort.

Newlife