I have read the above in it's entirety and must say. This manuscript you have presented here makes more sense to me than anything else I have ever run across before in my Christian walk of 23 + years.

I have been on this earth 56 years 38 of them as a BL (More like 44 years) but under the age of 18 it was not an illegal act if one acted upon the desires. Which I never had and by the grace of God I will continue to live my life without ever crossing that line. I have fought this alone all my whole life, I attend a Bible believing church regularly and go to weekly therapy sessions and have been since the year 2000. This has helped me, but I dare not speak a word of this secret to anyone Clergy or Mental Health.

I have been praying that God/Jesus would send me a Christian friend that struggles with the same issues which I struggle with. I have had limited success in my efforts to find such a Cyber Buddy. The last person turned out to a wolf in sheep's clothing. I was truly deceived discouraged and about ready to give up trying to find friends that will be of encouragement and stand strong in the love of Jesus Christ and still plan to make it to Heaven in spite of these impure thoughts like the ones I deal with daily.

I have been so close to a perfect walk with my Saviour that I could feel him breathe down on me and then the enemy (My Sinful Lust & Thoughts) only drove me further away.

The link I have left here is to an account I have setup for the soul purpose of getting in touch with other BL's that truly love boys in a platonic sense, but still struggle with the impure thoughts without crossing that line.

I hope this is okay to post this here?

Thanks for taking the time to read this and I look forward to more posts (Cat) you sound like a man of integrity and I hope to gain more knowledge from you and other believers like you.

PS) I have been coming to this blog/site for over 15 years, but have never made a post.

Sincerely In the Name of Jesus.
A brother in Christ...Freddie


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