Comfort, you are
Submitted by asb on October 19 2000 18:02:46
In reply to I wish it were really so noble submitted by Comfort on October 19 2000 09:54:44
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Dear Comfort, I am the same way. I wish the friendship of boys, and I can't help but thinking how attracted I am to the child. There is no different experence between the three of us. You praise the other poster for being "Noble." There is nothing noble about our lust for boys. NOTHING. There is no way that these baser instincts of our can be noble by themselves. Nobility is not defined by our instincts, but by our actions and our choices. I have choosen to take my cross and use it for the betterment of my fellow man (I am an educator). That is my nobility, that is my redemption, not that I crave children, but that I rise above it in the name of God to do his will. That sacrifice that we make so that we can fufill a more-important role is what is right and good and noble about ourselves. Think about it Comfort, you have been carring a cross for so many years. You have not given into it. Not because you benifit from having that cross, not because you "look good" with it, but because of the pleasure, and the joy that you miss, and the hurt that resualts from a struggle. Just as people with disabilities are brave because they carry on, you are brave because you refuse Satan, dispite the heartache. You go on with your life, dispite the rage, you go on and lead a good, normal life. This is your glory here on earth, cherish it. It is your badge that someday you can show to Jesus and say "I was one of yours, my lord, I kept the faith." peace to you Comfort, asb |
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