why?
Submitted by fallen on October 20 2000 23:33:56
| they say that god is powerfull, that nothing is impossible for him, he can do anything he wants, he is the creator of everything, im not sure about that anymore, what for? why would someone,with all the power and all the knowledge of the universe, ignore the crying of one of his creatures? i am not happy, not matter what i do, i am not happy. i have tried to accept the way i feel, but i just cant, not matter what arguments you use to convince me. i cant say that i dont believe in god anymore, its not easy, you need to hold on to some thing and this faith is the only thing that realy brings me hope, but sometimes i feel frustrated. i have a girlfriend that loves me and believe that god would change me, she is a devoted christian, i love her too, but when i look to a twelve years old boy, i dont know what to feel. i dont like the way i feel, i dont think its right, i feel guilty, a liar. to be honest, i dont care about the answers, i just want him to do some thing to stop the pain.... |
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