i have been very frustrated with my interest in boys; it is not a sexual attraction; it is probably more my own frustrated childhood. anyway, i have found it closing in on me more and more, i am so infatuated with them it is to the point of being rediculous! i am happily married if you can believe that? well with that said i have bought into a webpage that shows pictures of boys nude.......god i feel so guilty! i have two children myself! and i would do anything not to have this infatuation. i love my family with all of what i have...God is there deliverence from this ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? i want to lead a normal family life, which we do now, but lord i don't want this anymore. anyone out there; if u can help with some words of advice or anything for that matter...... |