Futures
Submitted by David on December 08 2000 03:20:08
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Forum: about 9 months ago I discovered the online boylove support communities and recieveed them as a blessing from God. I used to post often and do much research with boylove. Here I am now, 9 months later. I still have great sympathy with boylove, and will not deny the fact that boys are beautiful, and that a boy makes one realize that life is forever. I always thought Boys were my end, my meaning, and that I was put on this earth to bring social justice to pedophiles, but such is not. I was not to put on this earth to pander liberal ideals of freedom for boylovers. I still would describe my sexual attraction as mainly that of boylover, but I have realized that boys cannot give me what I need. They have beauty and innocence, and wonder, but they are limited by their age in what they can give. I still support the liberalization of sex, but for me boylove is very limiting and freeing. I can love a boy and care for a boy the way most humans cannot. As a boylover I can pray for boys from the deepest portions of my heart, whereas other people pray for boys as abstractions. I wouldn't say I solved my "boylove," as a recovery clincic would say. But I have accepted it, understood it, and lived it, and now I am ready to move on. I spent a year of my life thinking how I was missing a boy. And although I was never sexually involved with a boy, I had a very intimate nonsexual relationship with several boys. These relations taught me what boys are, and what I am. What I say to this room, as a Christian and a boylover (the two easiest targets of modern society are pedophiles and practicing Christians) is that you MUST get to know boys. If ones lives life knowing the abstractions that boys are from a distance we are like Jesus when he said " Man sins in his mind and only compleytes the act with physical involvement." I don't believe boylove to be a sin, and I pray that someone liberate boylovers, I just realize this is not my calling. But someone out there, if that is your calling, please do it. Boylovers need us, and we must free pour boys before it is to late. The Boy in modern society is so torn apart and self-loathing that time is our greatest enemy. Whoever you are out there please, know that God is on our side, you have my prayers, and lead boylovers to liberation. The way for boylovers to find freedom is to gain the support of the gay movement, ride on its coattails. Our greatest supporters are, ironically, United Nations Feminists. Usually seen as anti-patriarchal, and anti-Christian, they are nonehteless the only people attemtping to liberate boylovers and pedophiles at large. God Speed in prayer David |
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