in reply to the responses Ive recieved
Submitted by Quidditch on January 04 2001 19:49:19
In reply to hope vs. acceptance submitted by Quidditch on January 04 2001 14:10:22
| Reading your posts makes me wonder if your brand of bl is slightly different than mine. I know there are bl's who are also straight, bls who are gay, bls who are bisexual, and bl's who are only bl (among other combinations I havent run into but must exist). In my case, I am only bl, I dont feel any attraction whatsoever to women be it emotional or sexual, I dont find them attractive in any way and find it difficult to imagine being in a relationship with a woman. On a physical level, I dont find them attractive, in an emotional one, I do not understand them and dont really care to. I guess what Im saying is that women do nothing for me, physically or emotionally or in any way. That is what makes it so difficult to imagine having a family. I tried going on dates in high school, and found out that I really didnt care, they meant nothing to me, I only ended up hurting them because they cared about me. Even if I go on the basis that I can learn to love a woman, is it fair to her? is it fair to a woman that I try to love her when she deserves someone to truly be in love with her? |
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