My Past
Submitted by Micheal on November 2 2001 11:55:46
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I am a 50yo pedophile. I am the person that all you boylovers hate. I have done things in the past that I feel very guilty and ashamed for. I never forced any boy into something that he didn't want to. I served 15 years in prison for incidents with boys. I feel so bad for those acts that I did with those boys. I wish it never happend, but it also woke me up to the realization that I truly love and care for boys now. Now that the lust and desire for sex with boys is behind me, I feel like I want to truly help young boys. But where I live I am a known child molester of little boys so the chance of me helping boys is very slim. Its hard everytime I want to talk to a boy because I know that if the parent recognizes who I am, its over. I am not like I was in the past, I am not trying to talk to boys now so I can get in there pants, I am talking to boys now because I want to be there friends. While in prison I discovered god and religion and prayed every night that I could be forgiven for the sexual acts that I have done with boys. I just am so confused on my life, thoughts of suicide go through my mind all the time. Thanks for listening to me. Please don't be afraid to comment on the things that I have said |
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