Re: To Gentle Giant
Submitted by Gentle Giant on January 10 2002 19:02:00
In reply to To Gentle Giant submitted by Ben on January 10 2002 18:40:15
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Hi Ben, thanks for asking. I have been busy packing things up. I am almost finished and should complete the task this evening. Tomorrow I have to put a few things in storage, rent the truck for the big move on Saturday morning, then put all of that in storage and continue to wonder where I will go come Sunday morning. It scares me to just have to leave. But there really isn't any other choice. I do not know anyone who I could stay with who doesn't relate to me as a pastor or spiritual leader. I don't want that anymore....to continue to be looked on in that role forces me to ignore who I am. And to reveal things to them would only cause more hurt and pain at this time. I am going to have to start completely over somewhere. I hope I can do like Chris did and be able to find a room somewhere and a job quickly and just survive so I do not have to live in my car or worse. The money I have will run out soon. It's winter so heading north is not smart so perhaps somewhere south??? Please pray God gives me strength to do this without stopping at the first bridge I come to and jumping off it. I will be able to check my email and these messages tomorrow but after that I will have to set up a free account somehow and use a public computer somewhere, but I will try and let you know what is up if possible. Gosh, life sure didn't turn out like I thought it would. Thanks again for your concern and I would appreciate any and all prayers. Gentle Giant |
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